Seems like that sentence is backwards right? It should be “a burger & coke = abdominal pain.” Except last shift it wasn’t. Patient with long standing abdominal pain & nausea of unclear etiology (read: there’s no organic or radiological evidence to suggest a reason for the abdominal pain) with multiple ER and hospital admissions for IV pain control and GI rest. So we throw the bus at her: nasogastric tube for GI decompression/rest (refused), nothing by mouth (complained), IV Dilaudid for pain (Yay!), encouraged mobility, because believe it or not, your gut likes you to walk (refused). Flash forward three days when she finally wakes up out of her stupor when docs decrease her narc dose and lengthen the amount of time in between doses (irate!) and liberalize her food options (your food sucks!). This is generally how these stories play out. And yet I surprise myself because I still get surprised when the first thing they order after DAYS and DAYS OF PAIN AND NAUSEA is a cheeseburger and coke. Two cokes and “put this one in the fridge!”
It’s like a hip replacement wanting to do yoga or a triple bypass itching for some cross fit the day after surgery. Doesn’t happen like that. So if this sounds like you…at least try and fake it, for my sake. Order some jell-o first.
I waited tables and bartended to pay my way through nursing school. I remember thinking, during particularly busy dinner shifts with customers who were high maintenance or angry or demanding or just determined to be unsatisfied, that things would become SO much better when I graduated from nursing school and became a real nurse. NOBODY would order me around, treat me like a servant, talk down to me, attempt to make me feel inferior or repeatedly send me back to the supply area for extra condiments. NOBODY! I would be the EXPERT! I would have POWER! (that I would wield responsibly of course…)
Surprise! Ten years later…I get ordered around, treated like a servant, talked down to, attempted to be made to feel inferior, and repeatedly sent back to the supply room for extra condiments. Except the condiments are drugs. Lots of ’em.
…has kept me from storytelling. I’m in graduate school full time in a Doctor of Nursing Practice program. I’m also still working pretty much full time. So betwixt the two of those…well sometimes I don’t even have time to pee. But maybe there’s still hope for this little thing. I’m toying with the idea of just writing smaller posts. A paragraph maybe. Because the stories are still happening (claw arms, “what channel is HBO?”, the thing that looked like a purple grapefruit, “there’s a Skittle in my poop”, organic vegan celiac menu) I have a few additional sources of rich content as well, thanks to my fellow students. There’s always that one with all the questions…
I use that word a lot, every day. And not in a genuine, inquiring sort of way.
I use it in an annoyed, “of course this would happen right now” sort of way. No upward inflection at the end of the word that indicates a question. Simply monotone, almost as though it were punctuated with a period. “Really.” The equivalent of slapping my palm to my forehead.
My nurses aide – “amostlyseriousnurse, Mr. J just pulled out his NG tube as I was standing there”
The nurse on my end of the unit – “amostlyseriousnurse, it’s 1.5 hours into my shift and I’m going for a coffee break. Can you watch my group? I have someone’s PCA that’s about to run out and will need to be changed, someone coming back from CT who needs 4 people to transfer and I just put someone else on the bedpan. Oh, and my nurse’s aide is also going on break.”
The doctor I wouldn’t trust to cut my toenails – “amostlyseriousnurse, do you have Mrs. X? I’m not seeing any respirations, can you come verify?”
The phlebotomist – “amostlyseriousnurse, Mr. P is refusing to have his blood drawn.”
The lady who delivers the meal trays – “amostlyseriousnurse, I have a tray for the reverse flow isolation room that you just left.
I just need a sign hanging around my neck that says, “Really” and I’ll do the palm to forehead.
Every hospital probably has their own “code” lingo. Code blue, code 4, code Adam, code brown. It’s usually an overhead page heard round the hospital that alerts particular team members of an urgent situation. Like someone choking on a big bite of cafeteria Philly Cheesesteak (“Code blue, cafeteria!), or someone tripped and fell & couldn’t get up as they were walking up to admitting (Code MET valet parking) or someone was found pulseless/apneic in their hospital bed and needed resuscitation (Code 4, 8East) .
My personal favorite is the code strong, which is our overhead code call for security “show of force”. Show of force is basically several security officers showing up to the scene and trying to intimidate with their sheer numbers…usually two to three in these parts. Really intimidating. Typically, its the patient coming down off their high or sobering up and wondering where the fu*k they are and starting a fight with the first person they see. Sometimes its the sweet little old man who’s post op from a prostate resection who goes delirious from anesthesia & suddenly acquires superhuman strength & demonic possession and rises out of bed a la Linda Blair intent on “getting out of this damn hotel & back to the fish hatchery!!” (yeah buddy, you’re not the first or the last person to think this place is a hotel, and that I am a waitress). Then the sideshow really begins. Within about 5 minutes of calling a code strong, our ragtag bunch of security personnel with their flashlights and 8lb jangly key rings hanging from their belts show up. The security team usually consists of the the 5’1″ token woman, the 64 year old close-to-retirement-osteoporosis-limper and the overweight early 20’s first job huffing/puffing as he gets to the room. They all show up, a royal circus ensues, and you just pray that nobody gets their fingers broken or their tubes yanked out.
My personal favorite , as of late, is “Code strong, Urology clinic”. We stand around, after getting a good chuckle, tossing around possible scenarios that would require a security show of force in a urology clinic.
Surely it’s a man. With a penis. Who doesn’t want anything or anyone coming near it with anything resembling a hose, needle or knife.
My mom taught me a lot of things. A lot. One of them was that I should keep my fingers out of my nose. Which was hard as a little kid with inquisitive tendencies. Actually, as an adult with seasonal allergies it’s still a little hard. But usually there’s a tissue involved nowadays.
Sometimes at work I run across patients that I have to assume have been raised by wolves. It’s really the only logical explanation for some of their behavior. Take, for example, my most recent foray into the world of pediatrics in the form of an 18 year old boy with a spontaneous lung collapse. Now, I don’t really care for teenagers. I do realize that I, in fact, was one in the not too distant past. But I still don’t like them. They’re loud, obnoxious, try to attract attention to themselves, rude and I’m afraid one of them is going to accidentally bump into or touch me when I have to walk past them at the mall.
This particular teenager wasn’t too bad though. Maybe he spent only about 50% of his time with wolves. Despite his low pain tolerance, poor grammar and propensity to mouth breathe, he was okay. Now, I see a lot of grody things in my line of work. None of which particularly bother me. At all. I can be up to my wrists in someone’s flesh eating bacterial laden abdominal cavity, pulling out yards of smelly gauze packing all the while chatting about the chicken fricassee I made last night to my nurse aide who’s holding the wound open for me. Its called compartmentalization, and its my second most used psychological defense mechanism. Try it sometime.
On this day, however, the teenager ruined my groove. He did something that almost made me puke my coffee all over the floor. I happened to be standing in the hallway outside his room, doing some computer charting and I glance in to make sure he’s still breathing with the morphine I just gave him for…wait for it….10/10 pain!! He looks okay, is watching Judge Judy on TV (he must be an old soul…) Then I see him reach with his middle finger of his right hand into his right nostril and start searching. I’m standing in the middle of the hall, hands still on the keyboard frozen mid keystroke, watching him and thinking to myself, “Middle finger? Who uses their middle finger?” Then, almost in slow motion, he removes his middle finger and it slowly descends down his face and makes a pit stop at his lips. As I’m screaming “Nooooooooooooo!!!” inside my head he proceeds to use his bottom teeth to scrape whatever it is he’s found up there out from under his fingernail. Once, twice…and then a lip smack and a swallow. Frozen, I can’t avert my eyes. They’re stuck. And I can feel my coffee rising up in my throat. He does it again. My eyes start to water.
Finally, as if sent by God Himself, my pager goes off telling me I have a phone call. Blessed phone call. I want to gouge my retinas and rinse my eyes in peroxide, but for now I have to take verbal on a patient coming back from Interventional Radiology.
And I’ll never be the same again. Judge me if you will. We all have our idiosyncrasies and nose picking and eating just happen to be mine. Good day to you.